## To: Jeffrey Epstein[jeevacation@gmail.com]
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Sent: Thur 12/31/2009 11:59:43 PM

It feels like i am missing in saying something. ten years. my whole life in III so, as opposed to wax lyrical about how you broke my heart into a million little pieces, I instead want to acknowledge the extrodinary experiences I felt and experienced because of you. So thank you Jeffrey for all those times, this is an incredibly poignant moment for me, so much, all in fact of what I thought, of what I believed in with a full heart hasn't come to pass, and I am left with, despite the remarkable experiences, less somehow than what I started with. I want to start a new leaf, so this is the last you will hear of my pains over what could have been. It is time for me to ignore my thoughts of a fulfilling life in the fashion that i believed, things might not be as pretty or as glamourous as I expected but they will at least by my own. So, here we go, with the firm commitment to starting again, and the knowingness that there will at least always be a part of me for which you will always be perfect for. In honor of all that early laughter - thank you.