From: Jeffrey Epstein <jeevacation@gmail.com>
Sent: Monda , Janua 18, 2010 6:31 PM
To:
Subject: Re:

by ruling i didn't mean dictating. i meant occupying,your thoughts..=A0 are you making money? is he?, how are you going to live? =A0

On Mon, Jan 18, 2010 at 12:52 PM, <=pan dir="ltr"
<mailto > wrote:

I don't ev=n know how to start...I was thinking a lot of what u wrote me the other da=, and I was trying to find answers for myself first of all.

I have to admit, I just arrived here,it will take me a while to accomodate =nd get used with my new life here, specially becouse the past 3months I sp=nt with him seeing him every day, every morning when I woke up. Indeed whe= I was there I had a purpose, I was fighting for something every day and l=have to admit that now is a bit difficult even though is tough to really s=y it.

I miss him, I'm in love but I'm still the most important person in =y life and I'm aware that I have to do my own life,my own future the s=me way he's doing back in London. What I'm trying to say is that i= was easyer when I had him near, I need the moral support, the confidence =hat he's giveing me, specially that I feel for the first time in my li=e that he could be the one for me. Which, belive me is a difficult thing f=r me to achieve,l'm a very complicated and demanding person.

I want the best for me, I want to be happy and somehow in the future I want=him to be in my life. Now is me myself and I, but at some point I wish=l'll be able to say "us or we".

I'm very sure I'm=not ready now, and I'm sure I want to fight to be the best! I just nee= the oportunity to afirm myself...

Do u understand me?

As a conclusion of what I said is not that I'm t=ying to excuse myself, I'm just trying to understand. I don't feel=that he's ruling my thoughts, is a different feeling...

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From: Jeffrey Epstein <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gm=il.com»
Date: Sun, 17 Jan 2010 08:38:37 -0500
To: </a <mailto > >
Subject:

I hear in your voice that your boyfriend is once again ru=ing your thoughts. He is very lucky, you need to find a way=that you can succeed in alignment with your priorities.

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