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Sent: Monday, October 9, 2017 5:39 PM
To: jeffrey E.

Now that I understood the term "arrangement" an= read a few articles about it I understand the dynamics of what you were t=uly doing and what I represented for you. You were just one of those disgu=ting man who needs to pay girls in order to have company and sex out of of=their lonely life. I didn't know there were so many people just like y=u, doing the same exact things. I'm in shock. It looks like a big thea=er were everyone is playing a role and nothing is real. Not even our frien=ship was. I was just living an illusion unconscious about what was going o=. You pretended to be my friend/lover and manipulated me the whole time. Y=u used me and then abandoned me, treating me like meat. I guess this is ho= this dangerous game works that costed me a lot psychologically, emotional=y and not only. Real friends don't act this way and friendship is NOT = deal.

Honestly I=would have preferred not to see all this and know any of it, staying in my=idealized world. I would have been much happier I think

It's so crazy how your perceptio= of life changes when you start to acknowledge things like this.

I hope that with this less=n of life I will be more prepared, careful and lucky in the future in meet=ng the right people , genuinely REAL and most importantly not fall in the =ame horrible trap ever again.