To: jeff epstein[jeevacation@gmail.com]

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Sent: Mon 7/6/2009 12:34:23 AM

Subject: open for suggestions

## Dear Jeffrey,

Summer school didn't materialize because of budget cuts and Clas has left. Without work and my family to focus on, I'm lost. I'm reading (if you have a Kindle take a look at "Embracing the Wide Sky" by Daniel Tammet), exercising, and trying not to spend any money. I'm also working on being nonjudgmental and more accepting, so i don't lose anyone else in my life. Boy, I feel like I fucked up big time. My heart is broken again, but perhaps that's a good sign. I feel like I have to start all over and I don't have the energy. How can a smart girl be so stupid? What to do? what to do? Love,