fa January 7, 1996 I got back from my trip to NY today. I had such a great time it is really depressing to be back home. I feel like it was a trip that changed my whole outlook on life. I guess I always hel that way a little bit when I get back from trips - but it is overwhelming this time. I am so ready to be out of high school and in out college. Everything seems so silly going etc. - it did a little before anyway- even feel a little isolated from my friends. Before I lett I was on a high of how great my bunds were I still realize how wonderful they are but I feel more independent, like they aren't necessary, I felt like this when I got back from mexico and it faded quickly but I have a feeling it is different this time. New York is such an amazing city. I felt really comfortable there - like know that I belonged them + would live there at some point Chopefully soon. I miss So much already it seems unfair that I can't see her more often. I feel like I'm missing so much. There is So much to tell about the tmp I don't know where to begin. The best night was when If I saw Phantom of the Opera - We went to Jett. Epstein's house & had champagne w/ him. I found him down to earth & easy to talk to. I thanked him So much for the trip, etc. We then took

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