I don't know about it because she worships him + it would just make problems I wouldn't tell anyone else because it is still not a big deal + I didn't want to portray him in a bad light. I really don't think it is a big deal. I think he is just a relaxed guy & likes to flirt, or was being fatuous or something. I know this sounds like he trying to justify him doing something weird, but it isn't.

Right now my big concern is what I am going to do this summer. There are so many cool things to do + amazing places to go. Right now I am really thinking about doing something in Africa. It would be incredible - so different, so beautiful, all the different people I would love it. I think I will really be happy doing almost anything.
I am entering actually am in a pretty good period - This could all be over by tomorrow but I feel pretty happy right now + excited for the future, (not immediate - track school), this summer, senior year, + college. I am having a lot of fun w/ [REDACTED] + [REDACTED]. We have SO much fun doing things together. [REDACTED] is having some problems + kind of alienating herself from everyone one. I hope she gets over it. Things are also going well w/ [REDACTED], although still not enough. It makes me a little sad to think about it + mad because it seems like she doesn't make much of an effort.

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