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Close your eyes close your eyes close your eyes. Dont speak she doesnt talk.

I cant stop shaking and its been a week.

A decision was made but I cant tell Jeffrey.

These things happen. Why didnt I close my eyes fast enough.

The doctor was different again.

I think from Israel. He had kind eyes but didnt speak directly to me.

This was different.

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I closed my eyes and no more.. (ne age)

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cries.

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Just say these things happen.

But he doesnt believe that.

They yelled and screamed and he said it will be the same in a couple of months and she said she was fed up with it all.
I dont understand what is going on and no one will tell me.
I cant go to school like this.
I cant stop shaking.
Why wont anyone make it stop.
I know Ghislaine is trying but nothing changes
Why didnt I close my eyes?

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In the ball Ghislaine said she was beautiful.

SHE WAS.
Not is.
She was a beautiful girl!
I heard her!
Where is she?
Why did she stop whimpering?
She was born!
I heard the tiny cries!
I cant do this anymore!

FOR AT C NFIDEN IAL ORNEY S EYES ON Y

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A Short Life

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He was right.

A couple of months and two pink lines with a hold on being with others until after it was positive. I want to die.

Why didnt she protect me?

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[clipping: Unlike drugs, a child's body can be sold over and over]

This is not surprising but there is no such thing as a child prostitute!

They are children and cannot consent!

They are missing the biggest in my own backyard and so many more!

Like Maralago and where I see Mr. Joe and Mrs. Anne.

ago and where I see Mr. Joe and Mrs. Anne.
FOR AT ORNEY'S EYES ON Y

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# our finance department
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Who Knew?
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Sociologist Lois Lee, right, has spent 24 years working with children from 11 to 17 years old who've been trafficked by pimps. One young resident, left, at her Children of the Night shelter in southern California was forced to work as a prostitute in Oregon, Washington, Idaho, and Nevada before escaping her captor. "The sexual exploitation of American children cuts across every economic, ethnic, and social line," Lee says. "This is not just a Third World problem."

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Please release me from this torture and hell!

FOR AT ORNEY'S EYES ON Y

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The headline below is not a metaphor. This story is about slaves. Not people living like slaves, working hard for lousy pay. Not people 200 years ago. It's about 27 million people worldwide who are bought and sold, held captive, brutalized, exploited for profit. It's about 21ST CENTURY SLAVES

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Controlled ALL by Jeffrey!

All the time!

Get away from it all.

And go to New Mexico? What in the hell?

This makes no sense. What about school?

Behind the scenes.

He is now controlling EVERYTHING when it used to be Ghislaine who some days acts like she hates me.

Secrets of…all of them.

I am tired of keeping this secret.

I know people are wondering but I can’t tell!
I am exhausted!

Broken promises…I don’t understand why she is treating me on some days like Im the enemy but then we lay in bed together and she is how she used to be, warm.

He makes her feel my tummy and its so sad and confusing.

Superior gene pool ?!? Why me? It makes no sense.
Why my hair color and eye color?

That feels very Nazi like but in think[ing] about these stupid insane theories he has I guess in his mind it makes sense.

The piano and music comments are made to convince me this is right and will create perfect offspring he calls them.

I dont think it works that way and its making me hate playing altogether.

Piano or viola. I am starting to resent them both.

I miss the person I was before I was made into what feels as a human incubator.

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SPECIAL  NUTRITION

**Key Information:**

*   **Sections:**
    *   SPECIAL NUTRITION
    *   BEHIND THE SCENES
*   **Titles:**
    *   Get away from it all
    *   Secrets of
    *   Broken Promise
    *   Gene Pool (superior)
*   **General Content:** The image contains seemingly random strings of letters, words, and phrases, some of which appear to be stylized or intentionally obscured. There is also a prominent overlay of text: "CONFIDEN IAL ATTORNEYS EYES ONLY".

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My friend realized much of everything and came to get me out of Marys.

She made me leave all things of value on the bed.

She put all my belongings in trash bags.

I have maybe avoided NM.

I have been staying with friends but never more than two or three nights because my mother is on the war path.
 have been so great but  saw me changing and knows about the baby.
He said he promises to help me and we will figure out what to do

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'I couldn't
stay under
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roof'

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This is not a chart. The image is a red notebook cover with black text. The text reads "FOR A F ENTIAL RNE S EYES ONLY." The notebook has a black spiral binding on the left.

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The image contains red, abstract splotches that resemble paw prints or ink blots. Text is overlaid on the splotches, reading "FOR A F RNE S EYES ONLY". The text is angled and somewhat obscured by the red marks.

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My heart belonged to her.

She was so very beautiful.

She was perfect. I cant bring myself to write what happened.

I am beyond broken.

I only got 10 to 15 minutes to hold and feed her before they took her.

She is mine!

I want her back!!!

Distraught!

FOR A       F ENTIAL
RNE S EYES ONLY

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## HELP ME!

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[clipping with date: National Geographic, September 2003]

Barely (survived all those) procedures.

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FOR A F ENTIAL
RNE S EYES ONLY

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April 22nd I had no choice.

I wasnt ready and she wasnt ready.

My mother had found me and it was urgent.

After so many bonding moments with Jeffrey, Ghislaine, their baby inside me with me in the middle she wouldnt even look at me.

We said nothing to one another and I was so confused.

When we arrived at Palm Beach I was taken to a house close to Jeffreys I think ean Blvd or St.

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I didnt understand. Something about the b by facing wrong way and putting ... (next page)

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I love you so much

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pressure on a placenta?

pressure on a placenta.

Things would have to be different.

She said I had to be brave and strong and listen to her directions so she could help safely get the
baby out.

I was TERRIFIED seeing so much blood on the bed and floor and started to panic.

She had me flip over to my hands and knees and had me push and push and it was so excruciating.

I could feel everything as she tried to guide the baby out but I was so tired.

I felt I was dying but suddenly she had caught a beautiful baby girl who made more than a whimper
but beautiful cries.

She let me hold her and washed her and brought her back clean and perfect.

She smelled so good and showed me how to feed her.

But only after maybe 15 minutes Mr. M came to take her. I was hysterical!

and begging for more time.

He said those horrible girls were in the car waiting but I wouldnt let her go.

The old woman promised me she would be safe and I had to let go. 4 pounds 10 ounces 18

5 inches long with beautiful long fingers.

I am dead inside.

Life has no meaning.

I dont want to be here.

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2020

FOR A RNE ENTIAL S EYES ONLY

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Edge

girl
The woman is perfected.
Her dead

Body wears the smile of accomplishment,
The illusion of a Greek necessity

Flows in the scrolls of her toga,
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Feet seem to be saying:
We have come so far, it is over.

Each dead child coiled, a white serpent,
One at each little

Pitcher of milk, now empty.
She has folded

Them back into her body as petals
Of a rose close when the garden

Stiffens and odors bleed
From the sweet, deep throats of the night flower.

The moon has nothing to be sad about,
Staring from her hood of bone.

She is used to this sort of thing.
Her blacks crackle and drag.

5 February 1963

FOR A

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Jean Luc Brunel is a disgusting pig with bad breath and I am almost positive does these disgusting things because he is struggling with maybe being gay!

6 weeks wasnt even given before being sent back.

Punishment for trying to run.

Why can no one help me.

Ghislaine is gone.

I am so lost and my heart is broken.

Is this my...destiny.

F ENTIAL
RNE S EYES ONLY

FOR A

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# WHEN YOU'RE LEARNING ABOUT LIFE,
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WE LIVE WHERE YOU LIVE.™

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I need them, everyone...all to see. I still always dream to build a better world. She wentfirm being a beautiful young girl to a sad broken child... but maybe a hope that after it all, I still truly had it within herself.

One day I aspire to be like this...
she came in like a lamb and went out like a lioness.
F ENTIAL
RNE S EYES ONLY

FOR A

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A young girl is holding a bouquet of sunflowers while walking away from the camera. She is wearing a light pink dress with puffed sleeves and a sash tied in a bow at her waist. She has her hair pulled back in a ponytail with a pink scrunchie. The girl is wearing white socks and silver shoes. She is walking on a grassy area. There are watermarks on the image: "FOR A" in the bottom left and "F FRENTIAL SES ONLY" diagonally across the center.

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